cynotureman

I wouldn't mind a 9mm hollow point to me cerebellum 

So my 4th hour humanities teacher decided to give me a 0 out of 25 for todays fucking project shit! What the fuck! I'm trying to get along, but now, with finals in 3 fucking workdays I'm royally fucked. I've been trying to do everything, and what she DIDN'T NOTICE WAS ME WORKING ON MY HAPPINESS PROJECT FUCKING 'WHO AM I' JOURNAL SHIT! Because each fucking topic requires a 250 word reflection, and I'm shit with words! A fucking 5 sentence paragraph is really fucking hard for me because I like to be a minimalist when it comes to explaining shit. Instead of explaining a simple topic with 8 pages, I'm ever here like: Milk comes from the utters of a cow, enough said. 
My Film as Lit. class is probably shit too because nothing has been graded since before thanksgiving and it just fucking pisses me off! My Photography class though, I have a B, and that in itself is the final grade for the class. 
Since now my 4th hour teacher fucked my life over with a rusty cheese grater I won't get a phone, or an Xbox 360/Xbox 1 or any of the money I FUCKING EARNED! I may be 18, but my aunt treats me like I'm fucking stupid and like I don't know the difference between piss and sunshine. She also mocks me about it, saying "even though you are an adult in the eyes of the law doesn't mean you're an adult".
So my life is going to suck. I won't graduate high school on time now, I won't be able to join the Marines in a desirable time frame, I won't be able to buy a phone for the second semester.
Though I can't complain, a very good buddy has it worse, and I just need to get this shit somewhere other than in my head. (I also can't move out or anything because she has control over every aspect of what would allow me to be successful outside of her oppressive ruling of her stupid fucking house with her stupid fucking rules. Can't even turn the light in my room on.

I've really gotten into the Manga (currently on 23) and I've been pondering wether or not I should draw up some of the characters :3 If you are indeed a FT lover, suggest your favorite character! 

Due to my general inactiveness I'm seriously thinking about just dropping DA (plus the lack of any sort of input from ANYONE). I might make a new account for my pictures but for drawing? Yea, that shit gets old when you can't come up with anything and you got noone to even share it with. 

For those who have requested something, I'm backed up on things, so I will TRY MY DAMNEDEST TO GET THEM DONE! I am deeply sorry